It seems like everything today has hit me in the face with the realization that I have not done anything I have wanted or reached for in life, ok maybe not life but here recently. Not that they are major things, just things that I would like or things that I desire to do one day. One Day, that's the problem, when will that one day actually happen?
It makes me feel as though I am under qualified, overlooked, and unappreciated. I know I'm not the one to make myself stand out the most, but its still frustrating when it feels like I'm being overlooked or not even in the running to be considered. It just seems like I will never "move up" to the next level.
At the same time, as much as I want these opportunities the thought of having them terrifies me. The chance of screwing it up or losing it continually arises when I think of it. Ughh...it's so confusing.
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In due time. It all will come. It may take/is taking longer than either of us thought but it will all come to be. In due time
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